Simone - ditto to what IK and Amanda say. I don't know what to say to make you feel better, just know we are all here for you if you need to vent some more. You can always call me - pity you don't live closer otherwise you could come for a visit. DH is at work tonight so I am home alone (can be a bit boring sometimes!). Don't forget the most important thing - you are a great mum!