I found out today that I just missed out on the job, the girl said that it was very close, but when it came down to it the other girl did better in the interview than me. I am feeling a little dissapointed, and frustrated as well because I had banked on being back at work a couple of days by now so money is getting really tight and with the prospect of maybe having to move on top of it all I am just starting extremley overwhelmed. I am trying to stay positive and believe that everything happens for a reason, but sometimes it gets tough!

Supportive DH- I am very lucky my DH is wonderful, a very hands on Dad, and very supportive, we are a nice complimenet to each other. Sometimes I wonder whether I dont really pull my weight as much as I should- but we seem to muddle through it all with very little fighting and tension.

Dee- Good luck with all the wedding stuff, make sure you communicate to DF how you are feeling because even though most of the time they dont want to hear it, most of the time they need to.

Mel- Bummer about the power cut, I wouldnt have been happy about that, I am scared of the dark and can think of nothing worse than spending all that time sitting around in darkness.

Nic- Your previous few years sound just about as full and eventful as ours, like you we engaged, married and pregant the same year, have moved house 6 times- including a move from city to country and back again, changed jobs had a baby etc etc etc. I love it though, never a dull moment- definatley keeps us on our toes.

Bath- Hope the boys are feeling better.

Tori is a bit under the weather at the moment, pretty sure she is teething, she has a runny nose and a runny bum and has been a bit of a grump which is so unlike her. I will keep a close eye on it though because I wouldnt want it to turn into anything nasty.
ANyway better go and organise dinner.