Ok I'm going to be selfish and do a post venting about DH.
Well as a truck driver he is up and out of the house by about 4-4:30am most days and doesn't get home til between 5-6pm, so it's long hrs, I'm use to this sort of. But today he said that he was going to get the spotlights on the 4wd wired up by a friend, and that tomorrow he maybe going out with this same friend to make some tracks at a 4wd park for an upcoming comp. So we had a fight this morning about how the kids and I hardly see him and it would be nice to have family time. He told me that he sometimes feels smothered by me, ie I always want to have him home, I don't think that that is to unreasonable. So it esculated from there and I was in tears and he left with the two older boys to get the lights done so who knows how long he will be gone, it's already been an hour. I've been left at home with Wyatt and Cody and the housework, I'm stuck at home everyday doing housework and looking after the kids, it would be nice to have some family time out of these four walls. He said that I could come with him before the fight esculated but what would I be doing sitting there while he chats and me left to look after the 4 boys and make sure they don't touch anything that they're not suppose to, how fun for me. I'm not a babysitter, I'm a wife and would like to spend some quaility time with my husband. So now I'm upset and he's gone and I just have no more energy to keep fighting a losing battle.
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