OMG OMG OMG OMG....I am stressing big time, I hate Maths, I've been sitting here on and off since 6am except to pile all of the kids in the car drive the girls to school 860m away, won't let them walk anymore due to escalating thuggery in the area and I'm scared for the girls after we witnessed a young boy (14ish??) get jumped by these two low lifes who stopped and jumped out of the car, we saw it as we came over the ill, they saw us laughed at the scared boy and drove of, we asked him if he was okay, did he know them did he want a lift home, He said yes, no and no to my questions. Unbelievable they didn't even know the kid, mob of &^^$&(*&%. So we decided right then and there that the girls would no longer walk to and from school, that was until I had my Nephew babysit for me while I did my last couple of days of prac and had to be gone by 7.15am so against my better judgement I let them walk with their friends. Only to have the girls bullied by a group of school children their own age (throwing rocks, racial slurs, swearing) whom got into big trouble at school as I had the girls tell on them. It is ridiculus that my children can't walk 860m to school without being assualted. So well I'm way off the track for this conversation .....anyway I get home then I have to change a very pooey bum, He has grown out of his cloth nappies I need to make more but WHEN??? anyway never again will I buy cheap Coles nappies they are disgusting and they fill quickly and stink, I changed him at 3.00am when he woke screaming at me and then I woke him to drive the girls to school quick, when I changed him he has the reddest area I have ever seen and the nappy was oozing, disgusting (I gave him a bath and the poor bubba just screamed at first, I'm such a bad mother at the moment, my poor baby, but never again I will use more petrol to go to ALDI and buy their cheap nappies cause I've never had a problem with them. I used sudacrem on the area so hopefully it will clear up soon. No he's happily playing on the floor next to me taking my office apart, lol. He's occupied, the girls are in watching playschool, they are occupied, now I sit here starring at the screen ...blank, I have nothing, I just don't know what to write....Where to start. I have no excuse for not doing it but I just feel that I can't do it, so I ditched it to see what's happening in BellyBelly world.
Happy Birthday Junie babes.
Thanks for listening to my ramble. I'm just soooo stressed, 8 and a half weeks till DH is home, Who was I kidding I can't do this on my own......... I just want to hide under my doona and cry at the moment. It's stupid it's one more assignment and my semester is done and I will have a few weeks to devote wholely to my children and the house and well I might even wax my eyebrows, dye my hair and shave my legs.....oh the luxery of time...okay I feel a little better, going to make a cappacchino (sp?) and get back to it.
bye for now
Dee