Hi all, I havent been around for awhile as have been feeling a bit down, But I am feeling better now, I know I have miss soooo much but will do my best not to let myself get so down in the future as it doesn't do anyone any good..

Well DH and I have desided 2 things in the past few weeks which I think have made me feel happier. The first is that we are not going to buy up here in cairns anymore and lucky for us we hadn't signed anything, We have decided that we will move back home YIPPY (that is to melbourne ) I hope to be moving back in dec 08 so that the kids can start a new school yr in vic. We still dont know where in melb to live as I have been gone so long I can't remember where the good and bad parts are, We lived in mornington for a while and are thinking of going back there DH doesnt want to be too close to my family as we have been by our selves for so long he's not sure if he would cope with them all droping in all the time, so if we live down there then they would have to ring first.

The 2nd thing we have decided is if I want to have another baby then we will try again I'm not sure if I want a 4th as that is a lot of kids but I am happy that if I do decide to have one he will be happy with that as DH only wanted the three we have, but said he would be happy to have a 4th with me, but I wouldnt be doing that until we moved home and had family support for when he is away..

Nickers so happy you have gone passed the 33w mark now you can sit back and take what ever happens

Maya you just sound too busy where do you find all that time.