Celsie - i know how you are feeling. It was a tough decision for me to make, i felt like a complete failure as a mum. The emontional pain of making that decision to stop b/f, was as painful as the mastitis it self. It took me a while to come to terms with it. The fact that Aiden is still happy as, made no difference to his state of mind, that helped alot. Even now, i have moments of regret, and failure, but, get over it.
I give full credit to those that stick to it. I applaude you all. I intended to, i just couldnt.
Zofia - sometimes, ff is a pain, but, also, i feel alot freer in that i dont have to stress over the fact that Aiden is due for a feed right when i will be at the shops, or, at someones house. I was very self concious and hated b/feeding out and about. I feel more 'myself' and more flexable i guess.