Thanks heaps. Sorry Trina. It's really not fair huh. I do try to explain how I'm feeling to him, but he just doesn't understand.
I would love to walk out for 2 days & leave him with the kids to see if he could handle it. I can't do it though. I can't leave them for that long. & I don't think it would help anyway. He's had plenty of time away from the kids. I've had NONE. He has mates that come visit, I don't, so he would still have no idea what it is actually like for me.

Eew! My next door neigbours are burning their rubbish again. They are sad people.