shell - glad you're feeling better... hope it all gets back to normal once af goes away..
yeah, it's unfair when you've had to wake up and look after dj all by yourself. i know how tiring it gets, cos even when you are asleep you still somehow hear them and wake up. and men can sleep thru it. you must have been dead tired to have slept thru it, why wouldnt you be when you've been looking after dj all by urself.
i know couple of times id be sitting at the edge of the bed and patting poopy back to sleep, only to wake up some minutes later to find my head resting against his bassinet and my hand on him. so tired i fell asleep sitting up.

danni - glad jazz is starting to drink more now.

poopy had a bad night, woke up at 2ish unsettled then got worse, he finally settled at 4.30 and woke up at 6.45. steve tried to settle him didnt work, he'd fall asleep then wake up crying in a couple of mins. we all went to sleep finally at 4.30.
i've been feeling darker and darker. i went to see my mchn, and then made a call to parramatta family care and am getting a referral to tresillian residential. i will know more on monday,when and how long i have to be there.
im just not coping without sleep. poopy falls asleep and then i sleep, only to be woken up by steve's snoring, then i manage to fall asleep only to be woken by poopy's grizzling. im waking every 10mins or so, in between 30 mins of trying to settle poopy.
i just need to sleep. im spiralling even more. my friend at mother's group said i dont look well at all.
sorry for the me post...