Hi Guys,
Just a quick one im afraid so no time for personals.
yesterday when well, despite no AC at work... When the lectures were on it was in AC comfort so we spent a lot of time out of the office!

The girl (Amber) that was doing my job is staying on, it was a job shared thing i worked 3 days and the other girl Jess did 2 days... Jess delievered a baby boy on the weekend so Amber is staying on in a Mat leave position too... anyway, Amber and i have worked for years together nursing on wards so we know each other quiet well...
Just before the lecture she told me that she was having a miscarriage :OMG: poor thing, i told her to go home, but she said that she had been bleeding lightly for a couple of days, but over lunch it turned heavy and she knew for sure that she was loosing it its her second m./c in a row, both very early - 6 weeks i think... we both had a cry and i tried to do as much for her as possible during the lecture, i did all the heavy stuff etc and then when it was over she took off home.
I told her not to come in today, i know that she felt obliged as i havent worked for a year and there are 2 lectures on today that i will have to do... but i couldnt have her here in that condition, especially in this heat - her DH is on A/L atm, so she can have a day of cuddles with him, poor thing, she so desperatly wants a baby and both Jess and I having one surely cant make it easy for her I just hope she is ok

So i am pooing myslef today - 2nd day back and im totally in the deep end, nothing like being thrown back in though to make me get in the swing hey!
Its going to be 44c here again today so i guess i will hide in the main building again when im not lecturing.

Oh and my BB's have decided that they dont like expressing by pump anymore so i have to hand express i really feel like a cow now!!!
Its more difficult and so i do small amounts more frequently... ahh the things that we do!

hope everyone else i OK - danni hope you and Jazz are OK in the ehat too