It will be hard, but it will get easier. Promise.
Don't forget how good its going to be for him too.Even though you want to be his be-all & end-all its good for him to be socialising & being around others.
Think of the chicks mum!!!
I understand exactly how you feel even though I'm not there yet. Just the thought that I'll have to get some work soon & start leaving him scares the crap outta me. I've decided to find a family day carer for them both, but still have Bri in pre school the 2 days a week as well.
I cried leaving Jesse with mum last night! But its gotta start somewhere.

Thinking of you xxx