Juliette - Ewww @ the chewing gum incident, I would be the same re freaking out about the germs, why can`t people just put it in the bin when they are finished chewing. Glad you had fun at Hervey Bay. Yay, Yay, Yay for being shortlisted for the position, do you know when your interview is?

It was fruastrating that Mark didn`t turn up in time for my OB appointment, if I`d known earlier I would have taken myself, he was down at the Dairy, he`s extending it toput a computer system through the dairy so it`s something that could have waited, he actually told me he wasn`t coming with me, just wish he`d told me earlier!!!!!!

My Doula came around today, she`s lovely reminds me a lot of Kelly which is nice not that I`ve ever met Kelly IRL but she seems to have Kelly`s views, she knows how much I want a VBAC and how I was diagnosed with a CPD (small pelvis) yet I have now found out how inaccurate the diagnosis for CPD are and if I have an active birth it will widen my pelvis by 30% anyway as long as I DO NOT birth on the bed. She wanted to know what did my OB say about me wanting a VBAC but I`m just telling him, I`m his boss afterall, I want to try my best at a VBAC and this is the best way I can find to go about it, it`s going to cost $900 to have her but what`s $900 if it saves me having a major operation. Bronwyn used to counsel women who had fears with childbirth etc before becoming a Doula, she`s only been a Doula for 6 months and loves it, she loves children and responded well to Matthew and vice versa, when I mentioned my c/s I realised how emotional I became, it`s obviously something I haven`t got over as yet, you probably now what I mean Juliette. Dear I have certainly rambled.

Lesley - Hope your feeling better soon

Belinda - How are you feeling? Hope the inspection goes well.

Shannon - Thinking of you today.

My bite was still stinging when I went to bed, this morning it`s no longer stinging but is quite red and swollen, still don`t know what it was, whatever it was didn`t like me!!!!!!