Thanks to Leanne and Shazz, I appreciate your comments.

Ok I need to vent as I have not so much been offended by your comments at times but feel like I am being criticised in around about way at times.

I also appreciate everyone giving me suggestions and keep them coming, as long as they are realistic comments. I really am not a book person, haven't read one since he has been born, only books I ever read were on pregnancy, just feel like I am being criticized for over-reacting when you are not here to see what we go through.

There is no way I am going against my dietician, sister (who is a dietician also) and paed. Again I think you would understand if you were here everyday. Don't you think there is a reason why he went from the 25th to the 10th and then went well below the 5th percentile? So no I am not throwing out the notebook nor the measurements on the bottle. Do you guys really think that 345ml in one day is ok and that is well and truely forced. I am not freaking out for no reason and am only concerned about the health of my child and the stress levels of everyone that tries to feed him. Wade is by no means a stress freak like me (that is how I am being made feel anyway), but he is also concerned and frustrated with trying to get something into him. Wade keeps telling him oh well if you won't drink/eat you will go back into hospital.

The only reason why he has gained such good weight of late is due to the 1 1/4 strength formula and the polyjoule in his bottles. I am absolutely certain of that as he doesn't drink much and throws up heaps and heaps. (as I have said before)

Anyway I am sorry if you are all sick of me whinging, it appears that way with some of your comments, but as I also said I probably also would not understand if I had not been through this myself, so you are all not too blame but I think you could probably understand my frustration and where I am coming from here with comments you have made and I feel like I have covered before. I will try not to overwhelm you with my problems anymore. Really sorry guys, I am sure most of you did not purposely try to make me feel this way, i am sure it is just a part of "no true understanding of such a difficult situation", that is only typed down and not actually visualised.

Also the yoghurt is not the cows milk protein intolerance (that he apparently had) that I was talking about (although it would have milk in it therefore still believe their would be the protein in it), it is more that it affects the reflux apparently and I think the ladies on the support forum are right. Apparently also apple flares it up. The two things he appears to like.

Ok understand if none of you talk to me again, but I really had to get this down in order to be on the same wave length again - if that is possible in my apparant state of mind of late.

Have a nice nite. Sorry again for my unnecessary rant I am sure.