Kellee and Nat, we have good and bad days, and the bad just outways the good I am afraid, how negative am I, I just can't help it. And to top it all off, just rang gyno re: results from papsmear and I have a low grade abnormality and need to have it checked in 6mths not 2 years. Just what I needed to hear, I am so sad and upset, I am so sick of my f***d up body it ain't funny. Had a scan yesterday on my wound too and I do have a pocket of fluid deep in my wound. I will talk to gp about it tomorrow in more detail, as that is all I know at present from the senographer.

Wonder what else could go wrong, so fed up! My SIL just said you need a break, and I said the way my luck is maybe I will get a break in my leg instead! Sorry havin a downer again.......