Hi girls,

Well i am off to bed. I am totally feeling out of my head tonight. I am getting irregular but painful contractions. I feel really sick like i am about to vomit at any moment. I really do think i am getting close.

I am also feeling really panicky all of a sudden. Like i am not ready to have baby yet. I am remembering things that are'nt done. Briley needs nappies and things like that. I am ready to have baby i know this deep down. I am just freakin out!

The moon is shining down on me!!!!

I am going to try and get some rest. Hope you are all well!!

Ni night.