kim - i am on CD 46 now!! Still no sign of AF, who knows where she has disappeared to???...yes i am happy with putting ttc on hold, and am aware that this may mean no more babies for me. i felt a bit emotional about it last night, but it is totally my choice, DH didn't pressure me either way at all just told me there was a job up for offer and let me come to a decision on whats best for our family. I don't find it all that sasd that i don't get to do pg birth and newborn again, just feel quite gulity at times that DS may not get to grow up with a sibling as i have always had an extremely close relationship with my sister. there are huge positives for having no more babies though, mainly financially. Anyway i guess it will be a win/win whether he gets the job or not. Woohoo on Darcy feeding herself, it makes tea time much easier doesn't it. Poor Darc being scared on the toilet, i have had to do the same thing with arch a couple of times when hehas started poo without a nappy, he screamed too. Oh i should tell you too, that every time i look at the pic of Darcy in your ticker it makes me smile, she has got a lovely grin!