leanne - sorry to hear that you are feeling negative atm, its awful not to be able to get yourself into a good mood, i hope it doesn't last long. It must be so hard to work and be the mum and housewife!! I am a SAHM and i still get extremely frustrted at how messy my house always is!

Sara - thats great that the entavite has improved Briley's health and let her finaly get over all the bugs, i am actually thinking that the cough has been due to reflux now, last night he spent half the night choking and coughing really bad cause of reflux, poor little guy, will up his meds tonight and see how he goes. Im glad that Briley is finally able to get the op over and done with, it is a perfectly normal reaction to feel stressed and worried about her and how you're gonna cope, you are her mum, you will be great, nice and brave to settle her down, your natural mum instincts will kick in when the time comes. Well done on the breastfeeding! i can't begin to imagine how HARD it would be in the afternoons with 2 babies, sounds like your dong so well. OMG just read your new post, you poor things. Grrr at Brent sometimes when they have a few drinks, they just can't see past their own selfish wants.

christine - LOL at the car keys! i fell better about the bed situation now thanks! I would love to keep him in the cot til hes 10, much easier.

sheree - great to hear from tania, glad everything is going well for them. hope you are feeling a little better, big hugs, have been thinking about you often and hoping you are okay.

kim - sorry to hear you are having such a rough trot, great that you and your little buddy have got are in a routine now, that must make the days easier to contend with.

shazz - Gl with Ryan's needles.

We have a little tantrum thrower in the house! i think he is starting to near those terrible twos. he had a sleepover at Nannas house on saturday night and of course was a complete angel for her, not one single whinge and slept perfectly 7-7. naturally i was up with him half the night last night, poor thing had shoking reflux, was chocking and coughing really bad, will up his meds tonight, hopefully that will get it under control. he has stopped eating too, he has become a bit fussy and eats hardly anything compared to the kid who would eat heaps all day long. he is the weight of a 2 year old so im thinking his growing might settle right down for a few months. got the CYH 18 month check tomorrow afternoon, it'll be interesting to see how he is doing compared to other kids his age.