tania - thanks Tania, im sure you are right about me being okay to open up to the dr. Bummer aout the blanket, such an easy mistake to make, lucky its easy fixed. hope Chris got to work on time!

sheree - i have the first appointment of the day next Tuesday. i can't wait to get help but i am also scared that he wont think i need help like he did last time, i am really good at hiding it unfortunately even when i ask for help both the counsellor and dr thought i was fine without much help at all, wish people could read my mind! Archie had a rotten night, thankfully Jay got up to him though so i was very greatful, Arch was awake at 5am, not happy Jan! he ha been extremely tired all day.

sara - so sorry you are feeling so unwell, lucky you are such a fantastic strong mummy, a saying my mum has is "mums are too busy to get sick" repeat it to yourself and you will get better quicker, trust me it really works!

I have terrible period pain today, haven't had it this bad in a long time, had no pain last month for the first time in my life, so it makes sense that my body is making up for it now! Thanks goodness for naprogesic, i can't get out of bed without it.

Got out of bed this morning at 6:30am and bundled Arch into the pram and went for a half hour walk, planning on doing it every morning from now on, meant to help with depression/anxiety, i panicked the whole way but i did it.

Archie is such an entertainer, he has a million and one funny over the top facial expressions now, and is always telling some long winded exciting story to whoever is closest, such a gorgeous boy!