Oh no Sara! I know it isn't what you want

Elissa, we have our moments - most of them aren't great and I am back to exhausted, but I think she understood last night that I was 'tired and cranky' mummy and stayed there until this morning. I don't speak, i'm not emotive, I just pick her back up, kiss her forehead, put her back in and tell her I'll see her in the morning - over and over. She'll get it eventually, and like you I don't eally want to be cranky mummy, so I'm trying to chose to not be - seems to be working at the moment for me - but I'm tired - you know how it is.
I'm so glad oyur appointment went well. Amazing the services that are out there isn't it. I guess if everybody knew about them though, they'd be over used IYKWIM.

So glad your appointment went well too Sheree. You do sound much more positive this go, I have to say.

Not really much for me. We had a ripper of a storm last night - hail and all. It never even rains out here let alone hail. Darcy's not great with big noises and there was lots of that. The rain/wind hail was so hard and sideways that hail got into the laundry under the seal of the rubber....I'm trying to stay up for Greys anatomy but it's on so late....and my kidneys are hurting again.....I'm sick of feeling like crap - Leanne I get it now.....

Speaking of you Leanne, hope there is some sunshine in your world at the moment