Just blah today Kim, although Jess sent me a beautiful text saying that even though she didn't act like it she loves me more than anything and that I am her rock (aah its worth it in the end isn't it) DH is still being a pig, he goes through phases like this and I am just too fragile to cope well this time, sorry to unload onto you guys but I appreciate the love and support soooooo much. xxxx