Jan- Im so sorry to hear about the job. What I dont understand when they say "It's been filled inturnaly." Is why dont they offer it inturnaly and see what happens before offering it to the public!
I only work one day a week and I thought it was going to be hard to find something but many people only want 'one dayers'. I work at a jewellers on a saturday. So if you think you wouldn't mind selling DIAMONDS then I would give those places a try. Dont even wait for an opening because alot of places dont avertise

Tan- Great to hear about Iz not having an infection! Horrible to hear about your friends When people say everything happens for a reason I often question them on things like this. There is NO reason for a baby/child to be taken away from us . Also I hope it is just a cold with you

Sangie- Annabelle is swell! Hahahaha Me, Im still running through things to say nicely, but still dropping a F#$@ off msg to the sister in law I've had enough of lying down and taking it!
Im glad your DP is feeling bad at least he understands where the problem is and isn't just telling you to "Get over it."
We really cant be to hard on them, I mean they are just 'men'!