Hello everyone!!

Have had a really busy week and weekend, I am finding it hard to keep up with housework and everything else!!! This week is not much better! Have dentist appt for girls, meeting with minister bout Angus's christening, doing our tax and have to go to work in between there somewhere!!! Is crazy!!! I just wish I could have a few days at home to sloth around..... Angus is still being a pain at night, comes into bed with us at some stage still during the night. Is easier atm to do that as we all manage to get some sleep eventually. Am trying my hardest to wean him, but he is still trying to sneak a bf in during the night!!! I just want my body back, sounds selfish, but I have been bf for a combined time of about 4 yrs + few months between my 3 kiddies. I have loved every moment of it, but I just need my body back. I am trying to lose weight as I have stacked it on the last 12 mths, and I need to feel good about myself again. I am just hating myself atm, and DH makes it so much worse when he tells me I am overweight etc etc. Our relationship is deteriorating quite rapidly, and out lack of time for eachother is such a concern for me. Between both of us working (me shift work), looking after the kids, trying to keep the house in order, we never have time bacuse we are so exhausted come the end of the day. Anyway, that could possibly be a whole other thread!!

Sorry for such a selfish post, feels good to get it out though!!! I better try and catch some sleep while I can! xx