Hey Guys..

Sorry I've been MIA lately but have been so busy with my 2 little men and Nick has been home this long weekend too but he has been hogging the computer!!!

Toby is going great guns and getting bigger everyday! He is now on formula because I have had alot of trouble breastfeeding. I got thrush, then blocked ducts, then mastitis twice and in the end I was just sick of being in pain and I couldn't look after Toby or Jack properly and I felt like an awful mummy... But I had a week's worth of expressed milk in my freezer so Toby had all that and he's having no probs on the formula and gulps it down!!

Anyway Rae, so glad you and Tia are home and going so well too!!! My birth story is pretty much the same as yours except I didn't have an epidural and I had to have a c/s because on my last internal (after 12 hours of labour), Toby had popped out of my pelvis and had started to turn sideways!!! And we have no idea why??? So they gave me another 1/2 an hour to see if he would pop back in, but he just kept turning. So I had to have a c/s cause in the end he prob would have turned breech!! But hey , we gave it a go and that's all you can do!! And both our bubba's are happy and healthy and that's all that matters!!

Tan and Sez, I hear you on the cluster feeding!! Toby seems to do it every night too.. I'm sure they are just stocking up for the big night ahead!!

Ash, WTG on Blake's huge weight gain!!What a chubba bubba!!!

Ange, thinking of you and your family on Wednesday babe and I think the bracelet is a beautiful idea and lovely for Jade to have something to remind her too...

Danni and Sarah, yeah I get snappy with DH too but we always talk it out.. He gets grumpy if he's tired too and can be snappy to me, but all in all, he's a great husband and dadda, and helps me out heaps too... Sounds like all our hubby's are pretty good to us and our bubbas!!! Well I keep saying that if Nick wasn't such a good dadda, I wouldn't have had another one!!hehehehe I really don't know how single mothers do it.. My hat goes off to them..

Well, I'd better get some sleep before Toby wakes up. He is pretty good on the sleeping front. Last night he fed at 7.30-8, again 12.30-1, again 4.30, then at 7.30 cause he was soaked thru!! And he feeds and goes straight back to sleep at night... Such a good boy!!