Oh thank you for the support girls, I really need and apprciate it. I start my meds tomorrow morning, and am very apprehensive. I feel like such a failure, but I read the info on the Beyond Blue website (best info if you know someone or thing you may have PND) and issues with breastfeeding is a BIG one in regards to devloping it, so I think this was a hige contributing factor,

Tan-I really appreciated the supportive words. I just hope I do't have to vent too much and bring everyone down. Wow maybe I'll try Blake without a nappy and see how he goes, he doesnt really like having no nappy on but it might be good for him! I'm just hoping Blakey gets better, I'm the less important person here, I hate seeing him in pain

Tara-It is so much better to not be alone - I thought I'd be the only one in the group to develop the condition. My GP thinks I developed it when I was preggers too, due to beng in hopsital, and in hindsight I totally agree. I am on Lovan, similar to Zoloft as far as I've read, have you heard of it? I hope everything is going well, and wow Leo is such a long, big boy, that just means he is healthy!!! Blake is also tongue tied, but not to the extremity Leo is. The doc who is doinghis circumcision next week also does tongue tie surgery so I'll ask him about that, Have you considered getting Lero circumcised or is it not for you??

Danni-Thank you sweetie, I know I've always got you, and I hope you know the same thing applies for you!

Kelly-Great news about the LC, I hope it all works out for you! I wish Blake would take a dummy, he just hates it

Kristen-I definitely think I have the support I need here on BB. You're all so wonderful and I'd be completely lost wihtout you!!!

Sarah-The other guy is an idiot - glad you got his plaster on though, heres hoping to it straightening out quickly!!

Sez-Thanks so much hun. I hope we can form a nice relationship over in Premmies !! I know what you mean about needing sleep, I should be leeping right now!!

Lulu-hugs...I really appreciate it