Lulu, you are not going nuts!! I remember before the birth of my 2nd and 3rd, I was in tears in fear of not being able to love them as much as the one before IYKWIM!! But trust me it all falls into place! I too had really bad pregnancies so I can understand that fear also! Will be an exciting 9 mths for you, watching Izzy grow up and growing another beautiful bub also! Take care, and don't stress!!!

*Michelle*