I'm back. Blake and I are sick. F*** IT!!!! I'm so sick of everything being ruined, what am I doing wrong?!?!?!?!

Thankfully we did get some help with settling Blake in his cot, he went down within 10 minutes, fast asleep, I felt like a bit of a goose considering it was so bloomin easy!

Didn't have any time to even think about relactation, but I'm going to respond to my email contact at the ABA and have a phone convo with her tomorrow.

Went to GP and says we both have viral infections (again) and panadol and sleep is the only thing that can be done. Ugh.

Thanks for the well wishes, bloody hell, I'm so mad.