Danni, I have not gone to the Dr's yet, I know I said I would go today if I was still having problems but I kept forgetting to ring to make an appointment so now I will have to wait. I don't really know what is going on. To be honest the thought of been pregnant again has crossed my mind and when I told DH how I was feeling he was thinking the same. He said he even dreamt that I was pregnant again and blaming Amelia. He said I just wanted more babies like her and so I got pregnant again. I don't know. I am to nervous to even comprehend the idea of been UTD again so I am trying to ignore it.

I spoke to Amelia's teachers and they said that it depends on what is happening as to when Amelia joins in or plays by herself. They said that if there is music playing and dancing she always joins in. reading, and playing with the farmyard toy setup are the main times she joins in. Otherwise she likes to do her own thing. I feel better knowing all this.

Macey has been going great. Had a big growth spurt. She has been so vocal the last few days. She makes the funniest noises. I put her in her jolly jumper yesterday and she was happy as long as Amelia was there with her. I now have to sort out what to do about her sleeping arrangements. She is still in the bassinet in my room but it is getting squishy. Amelia still has the cot but uses it as a toddler bed. I will be buying her a big girls bed for her 2nd B'day in May. I might have to get it early though so Macey can have the cot. Or I guess I could set up the porta cot in my room. Specially while DH is away again for 3 weeks again from April 13th. Hmmmm, thinking, thinking.