hey hey I'm here again

Hello to new ladies, or recently returned ladies, hope all is well with you all. We have had a busy few weeks with my best friends wedding last minute things going on. Sorry have been reading but not posting.

Had the wedding at Maleny this weekend so was away from Friday morning and didn't see Jake until Sunday after noon. The wedding was lovely except my massive cleavage grew and grew.... my stupid breast pump broke was trying to express manually but woke up Saturday morning massively engorged and lumpy and so so sore. Tried hot packs, cold packs, manually expressing with very little relief. The property we were staying on had a tiny calf running around and I was tempted to grab it and stick t on my bb!!!!! Saturday night they were really hot and painful and luckily there was two other lactating women at the wedding so was able to borrow one of their pumps at about 8pm to give myself some temporary relief. Sunday morning was hot full and lumpy again... when we got home Jake went straight on and was feeding 3 times that afternoon / evening, same yesterday, but my supply is still down so am trying to put him on as much as possible to get my supply back.

*sigh* Jake is sick again. Super high temp yday 39.4 wouldn't go down even after panadol bit couldn't give him nurofen bcos he wouldn't eat or drink or bf. Wouldn't wake properly just wanted to lie on me and whimper or scream alternately. Rushed to Dr just a throat infection (?) on antibiotics again was ok the rest of the day but still high temps. Was much happier first thing this morning then he decided to follow me outside pushed the gate over and went head long down the steps and had our first bleeding nose. That was at 7am and he was ok after some panadol but has been screaming last 2 hours and is covered all over legs and arms with a rash like a red stain. Chucked him into tepid bath he settled and has now finally gone to sleep - had to feed him to sleep for the first time in months.

gotta love this job!