oh babe...hugs tara... what your feeling is soooooo normal hun. The only baby of mine that was "planned" has been Nathan. And with both laura and Aston's pregnancy tests I went through a complete array of emotions, from sheer horror, to tears, to complete disbelief, and OMG what the hell I'm doing?

I love all three of my children with equal intensity, and enjoy everyone of them - each has given something special in their own ways. Laura taught me what unconditional love is, Nathan taught me how to play and be a kid, and Aston hugged my heart that was very hurt after incredible emotional pain.

it will be wonderful and amazing Tara. I promise... xxx