Hi Ladies, sorry ive not been on. Alot has been going on and im starting to feel BB just isnt my place anymore. I love you all to much to leave though.

Vicky my apoligies for not replying to your SMS and messages online. Thanks for thinking of me babe

Christy im so sorry to hear of your mum...i do hope things can be helped and improved.

Nelly damn poor Jake has to get better soon

Jols damn Sophie being sick

Tara how you going?

Blanche hope your well

Gigi have you received the book yet?

Ann hows Child care going....damn about ur teeth too.

Anyone else....hope all is ok with you. I have no idea if ive missed anyone

On to us. Chelsea is the sickest little girl ive ever seen. She has 40-41 degree temp, wont eat, wont drink, cries all the time, her nose is running, breathing hard, just clings to me, but dr says its just a cold and she will be ok, just keep fluids up...yeh and how do i do that when she says no and refuses....but anyhow im trying. Jasmine is coming down with it too.

Im home alone 2 sick kids. Im sick myself. Craig cant stay home cos has $hit hitting the fan at work, he also has a broken foot (not gout in the end Gigi....went to new dr). I feel my world is crashing down just when i was on top of things again.

My enhanced team returned last week, very happy with my progress. So thats a step forward i spose

My IL's fly down tomorrow. Craig and i are off lunchtime Friday to Lakes Entrance for the weekend without the girls. Im silently $hitting myself about leaving them for 2 whole nights, but i know i need the time away from them.

Anyway i best be off.. just wanted to have a quick update. I usually dont come online much, but seeing though i feel a bit lost right now im back for a little while.