Babies Born November 2006 #43

[christy]

oh just wait!!! I have an ikea toddler bed & we aren't taking it to Sydney with us in a few months.... can you wait that long?

[taralee]

Oh thats nice of you Christy!
Could i be in any worse of a mood right now? i'm f**king over it
oh i'll come back when i'm feeling better

[visitor1]

Hugs Tara...i hope your ok...

[Olive]

oooohhhhh tara im hugging you right now

christy a very nice jester for the bed!!

nelly hi chickie!! sound like miss V was having fun!! how are you going?

gigi we love in the night garden too!!

ann how you going hun???

blanche how are your gorgeous ones?

[Gigi]

No Nelly, i didn't find your words condescending at all, just words that a caring friend would say, so thank you.

dh and i have spent the entire weekend either arguing or not being able to be in the same room as each other. I have even mentioned me and bilby moving out, which he says is not the answer.

[nelly]

thanks gigi x

man I was happy to have DH home after his conf away but I had the worst night sleep last night - he was snoring farting and carrying on and I had got used to sleeping on my own in the big bed right in the middle!

Jols we are ok went to see dr about ttc not happening and have been referred to fertility spec just to check things out. will wait and see.. me personally have a bit of mental crap to sort out have been messing with my own thoughts - a throw back to my f@#$ed childhood - and talking myself up then bashing myself down when I don't live up to my expectations of myself. hopefully that will get me back to balanced happy janelle. anway I am learning to be happy with being an excellent mum, wife and t/w mgr and that I don't have to be THE BEST and I will still be ok. messed up eh - over achiever

christy I know I have been in and out and not really here lately but ummmm when are you moving to sydney???? and is it a long term thing? sorry is my own fault for not paying attention

[taralee]

Oh Nelly, what you wrote is exactly how i've found myself thinking. I think your thoughts are more common than you realise, i know thats not always helpful. not to sound full of myself or anything, but if you want to chat about anything, let me know. i've so been there...wasted years of my life on the same mental bullsh*t. we can be our own worst enemies, we women.
Gigi - sorry to hear about you and DH, i hope you can sort it out. do you think moving out will help? is there some sort of common trigger for these arguments?

Me - well, i'm 1cm dilated. Dr tried to do stretch and sweep - but, like with evie, it was too painful so he stopped. Have had a bit of bleeding since then, but i am quite sensitive. i was considering asking my doc to whisper sweet nothings to make the internal a little easier but thought against it lmao
so anyways, should be in the next couple of days hopefully. i've got an appt for next week so if it hasnt happened then we'll work something out - i'm happy with that.
off to do some food shopping and keep myself busy!
ciao lovelies
xx