babies being born, scanned, morning sickness.... wow, its all happening in here isn't it?
while I was away I had 4 incredibly vivid dreams that I was pregnant with a little girl, and there was an immense sense of urgency and that something was wrong. This morning I got an email from my friend, whose daughter had a little girl about 8 weeks ago. this family is my surrogate family. Their little girl has heart problems and is seeing a pediatric cardic surgeon next week. I just burst into tears.... now I know what my dreams where about - an alison dubois moment (i have them regularly!)
life is so incredibly precious - the good the bad the ugly....
i'm still getting over holiday itis... will be back to normal soon hopefully - once i get my head around a few things that I have found out since I have been home. just sitting and breathing at the moment, and being thankful for the beautiful gifts of my three children that I have been blessed with....
wow vicky! thats scary!!
thanks guys. i am just having trouble because i'm not spending as much time with evie. i used to do everything with her and now i barely have anytime with her. she's been acting out a little which i'm taking really personally - which is silly i know. but she'll sometimes slap or kick me when i'm feeding and i know she's pushing the boundaries and this was something she was doing before Chino came along, but i guess i'm all hormonal too.
also finding it hard how to juggle them both during the day, Kim, Blanche what did you guys do early on? i wish i was an octopus! - but it's early days yet lol i'm being wwaayyyy too hard on myself i think.
hope everyone's well!
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