Nelly - shake it off hun, shake it off. don't let a few silly people mouthing off take away the good things that you have gotten from here (she says coyly pointing to herself )

Hi everyone else - i'm here - just. I'm reading and lurking, but just don't have the energy to post anything. I'm so sad, and despondant at the moment, that just getting through the day is hard enough. I was laying on the bed with aston tonight, silently listed the things that I am grateful for, to help shift my focus - and the biggest thing I am grateful is the gift of my children - of the honour of having them in my life, and the opportunity to be beside them as they journey through this world.