Sorry to hear about your loss Suse but I'm sure as you said dad is at peace now. Still my thoughts are with you through this time. Please be gentle on yourself. Its funny i was only thinking of you as i wrote my post earlier.

It's lovely to hear how well Euan is doing and i have to say what a handsome photo in your sig. Take care and if you need to vent/cry/chat anything you know you can rely on us BB girls (& guys)