Stevie - woohoo thats awsome news hun!! May i ask, how did you find the lactation person and how much was she??

Jellybean - hehe Evangeline has been 2 see New moon twice now, and the Christmas carol. All 3 times she feed and slept Its alot easier when they are newborn i think. Hope you enjoyed the movie

Dedicated Mummy - Thanks hun. Although my family has been extremly hurt and crushed, i always think that someone else out their has it worse.

AFM: Well Evangeline had decided she didn't want to sleep at all yesterday. She had one day sleep for an hr, then wide awake till 10pm I think she thought she was going to miss out on to much lol. I also think her big sister has been coming to visit. She lays there now and "chats" to the walls, and then the big checky grin appers. Its so god damm cute, it melts my heart. Ethan actually has been getting Lilli's pictures out and showing Evie then. He is to sweet some days, he tells her "this is our sister Lilli, she's in heaven. We can't see her but she can see us" He makes me cry, such a emtional and sensitive little boy.
Well we are off to on party today, then 2 tomorrow. Christmas season has started girls.