heya, thx for all the advice. DP hasnt got depression or anything like that, mayb i shouldve explained myself a lil clearer. His little episodes has to do wih his habit, so when he wants to get some then he becomes distant & might get angry easily. He's slowly gettin better but its just hard when i want him to a lil with bub as i need to sit down & study. A screamin demandin baby is the last thing he can deal with in that state so i just push my study time back *sigh* TBH i need him to be better real soon as we're going overseas in march & dont want it to b a crappy time for any of us...

the other day i finally see how dragon looks like me, he looks just like me when i was little. will get ard to showin u the photos bit later.
we'll b headin upto adel nxt mth for mil bday for a long weekend stay. as i got exams jst before we head over so need to put a list together so i dont forget anything (also handy for our trip in march). A lil help would b good as i tend to overpack but we're flying.