I don't know if I can make it through today!! Bethany has been screaming since...wait for it 8am it is now 11am our time. She is quiet for now in her cot but I am not holding out a whole lot of hope. I think her teeth are bothering her and she is still feeling yuk. I feel like I have been hit with a truck train and bus. I think the term is carers fatigue I also have the cold that I was warned about. The docs at the hospital said that it was more than likely we would get RSV too but it would just show up as a congested cold. Yup my sinuses are killing me. I have always had sinus problems, had 2 lots of surgery on em they are that bad and when I get colds like this they get pretty painful. So I am stressed and miserable and well miserable. Didn't mean to start everyones day on a downer. I think I will go and have a lie down while there is silence in the house....who knows how long it will last. *sigh* surely it wasn't mean to be this hard, I know it isnt meant to be all easy but this is just sooo tough.