Hello a quick hi before bed, I am so exhusted, have told DH that I HAVE to sleep tonight or we will be in trouble. My psych was concerned with a few things today... lack of sleep is a major trigger for bipolar add in stress and well. Anyway I have been managing pretty well till now and dispite his efforts this morning DH is pretty good. But I can see changes in my mood, actions and the like so I need the sleep and reset the brain so to speak. (My psych has a thing about refering to the brain as a computer, appenently mine needs to shut down and reboot. When I was going through my PTS from the birth it was defraging....mmm years at uni and this is what I get!!) the best part is I know sleep will help, hard part making myself do it and turning off the mummy guilt and letting DH do it for once. As my mum said on the phone it has to be done so do it. I will be a far better mum tomorrow for it and letting it go and seeing what happens isn't fair to Bethany or me or even DH.
Ok so I have rambled and now I am heading in the direction of bed, heres hoping I will be back tomorrow with some posts that make sense and don't have typos and spelling errors.
Night all hope you all get to spend sometime in dreamland!!
Bubbas be good for mammas!!!