Hi guys

PP: I keep needing time off from bellybelly too. I hope you're feeling better, but my guess is you'll have another foul day. I have them all the time. Feel free to chat with me, I'm not going to one-up you with my baby.

I went to a mother's group with some women from my antenatal class today. It was nice to hang with some other mothers but it continues to be really hard that everyone's baby's sleep for hours and hours at night except for my baby. No matter how resigned I am, 2am is tough. Everyone says "go to mothers group, you'll see you're not having the worst time," but when it comes to sleep I am yet to meet or hear about anyone having a worse time.

On the bright side Jude was so cute today, smiling and laughing at me while the other babies took turns to cry. I just wish he'd sleep from time to time. All afternoon I've been trying to settle him, but he won't sleep. He's just staring into space for hours. I've played with him, he gets tired, I put him to bed, he won't sleep.

I finished my christmas shopping today. That's that done.