Howdy! Byron had his 4 month shots today.. The poor little thing, he's real grumpy. He's growing nicely. He weighs a wopping 6.75kgs. He's in the 75th Percentile for his corrected age & 50th for actual. So he's doing really well. Me on the other hand, I have mastitis again. Not feeling real great. Been in bed all day. Am on antibiotics. Also, I had this big black thing scraped off my leg, last monday, & pathology has come back that it's melanoma, but showing signs of regression. So now I have to get it cut out but cause it's so big (between a 5 & 10cent piece) I have to go to a plastic surgeon. I'm a little worried, but am sure it will be ok.
My in laws and DH's brother & his fiance are here so my house is full of people. Then my sister arrives with her family on New Years day so all pretty hectic. I still lurk everyday, just not posting much.
I am reading but have to go to bed now - just want to say I miss you all! Waaaaaahhhh. to you all who are having issues with bubs, poo to mastitis Georgi but WOW at your gorgeous 4mth old boy what a superstar!! We are great! Sleeping beautifully, feeding beautifully and waiting for some MCN to arrive, hopefully tomorrow! Very excited! Off to bed -Iz has decided 545 is a GREAT time to start the day. Funny that my toddler sleeps worse than my newborn - well not so newborn anymore!
dont mind me, but i need to get this out...
DP has trust issues, mainly cos i left my ex for him BUT that doesnt mean that he has to be suspicious of my actions. he thinks that im out lookin & questions my actions. he thinks that im bein dodgy cos im all 'wrapped up' when i go out with him but dress in singlet (on a F'ing hot day!!) when out by myself. he always thinks im doin things behind his back and that things dont add up so it must mean that im out to see someone else. he believes 100% that ive cheated on him in the early days & brings it up every single time we have a fight. he made me SO mad last night that made me scream at him & even slap him. he even called dragon 'mistake' & me 'regret'...at least he's stopped sayin dragon isnt his. although he's not a romantic, but he's a sweet guy. its all cos of his habit...cant wait til there's an end to it *sigh* my family dont know this side of him & i dont want them to find out, so there isnt really anyone i can talk to...at least things are back to normal now, but it never feels right to fight with him. i know there's light at the end of the tunnel but we're takin a 3steps forward, 2steps back approach atm
to you all who are having issues with bubs, poo to mastitis Georgi but WOW at your gorgeous 4mth old boy what a superstar!! 
We are great! Sleeping beautifully, feeding beautifully and waiting for some MCN to arrive, hopefully tomorrow! Very excited! Off to bed -Iz has decided 545 is a GREAT time to start the day. Funny that my toddler sleeps worse than my newborn - well not so newborn anymore! 
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