dont mind me, but i need to get this out...
DP has trust issues, mainly cos i left my ex for him BUT that doesnt mean that he has to be suspicious of my actions. he thinks that im out lookin & questions my actions. he thinks that im bein dodgy cos im all 'wrapped up' when i go out with him but dress in singlet (on a F'ing hot day!!) when out by myself. he always thinks im doin things behind his back and that things dont add up so it must mean that im out to see someone else. he believes 100% that ive cheated on him in the early days & brings it up every single time we have a fight. he made me SO mad last night that made me scream at him & even slap him. he even called dragon 'mistake' & me 'regret'...at least he's stopped sayin dragon isnt his. although he's not a romantic, but he's a sweet guy. its all cos of his habit...cant wait til there's an end to it *sigh* my family dont know this side of him & i dont want them to find out, so there isnt really anyone i can talk to...at least things are back to normal now, but it never feels right to fight with him. i know there's light at the end of the tunnel but we're takin a 3steps forward, 2steps back approach atm