PP: You don't swaddle? Jude would never sleep if he wasn't swaddled, well rarely anyway. He'd wake himself up punching himself in the face if he wasn't very tightly swaddled. He tries to Houdini out, but his arms are trapped.

Hollye: How's her attachment? Sometimes if I'm not thrilled with Jude's attachment I pull down his bottom lip while he sucking to make sure it's folded out, and sometimes I have to flip out his top lip.

Has everyone been going to mothers group already? I haven't been to any sessions for a million reasons and there's only 2 left on the current schedule. I have to get the next schedule and start going before I go completely insane.

I'm so happy today because my husband is home for "his" weekend and that means I get 2 days of relative calm before the storm again. I hung out with my BILs last night and that was nice and relaxing (they're infinitely better than the MIL that produced them all, how SHE managed to raise nice boys is beyond me, but then they're all mummy's boys - or should I say mommy's boys ... ahem sorry about my rant).

Still sick but going to try to eat properly today because Jude needs nutrients in his milk.