just went to the dr and the bugger decided he wanted to go home before i got there,i was right on time too,so i have made an appointment with him tomorrow at 9.40 am and i am going to give him a serving,gggeeeezzzz!i told dh,i couldnt keep it too myself,i was feeling so numb and just needed to talk to him about it,i called him into the bathroom and showed him the 2 tests and blurted out that i was pregnant and started bawling,he was so wonderful,he just smiled and then laughed and gave me a tremendous cuddle and said it was meant to be and that we would be fine.he has been so good about it all and has been very loving and gentle with me as he knows how confused and petrified i m feeling right now,i still feel quite upset about it all and just cant beleive i am going to have to go through this but i am slowly starting to think a little more positive about it all.i will be ok i just need some time to get used to it.i am exhausted so am off to bed now,it has been a very emotional day.
love to you all nikki