Trish- we're staying in Endevour Hills...it's going to be nuts, with 11 people in the house. Thankfully it's only 5 days.

I hate today! Theo was beautifully asleep, fell asleep about 30 minutes before we had to leave for pre-school. He fed at 7 30, and was back asleep by 820.

So I pick him up to put him in the car, and my bigger son starts SHOUTING the lyrics to this dumb cartoon he's been watching. So of course Theo wakes up, and has been up now since 8 40. Just going to sleep now, and of course we have to go and pick up from pre school at 11! URGH!

When I see all the mums of one on here, or even the mums who have more flexible schedules, I feel like the worst mum on the planet. Poor Theo has no hope of ever being in any sort of routine, he just gets shuffled from pillar to post, on the basis of big brothers schedule.

His sleeps are all over the place, and sometimes it's 2 1/2 hours between feeds, and sometimes 3...and sometimes 4. And by the end of the day, I am just so wiped out! I feel like I never get the time to just sit and gaze into his eyes. Either I am doing things with/for my eldest son, who is 4 1/2, or I am trying to get things done (housework, cooking, errands etc)...I wish we had some family down here, who would either hang out with Will, or do some of the more boring things, so I could spend time with Theo...

Sorry, just feeling down in the dumps today.