Heya all,

Didn't get a chance to get on much last night was exhausted so just typin a quick one this morning.

I'm ok I just hate people treating me like an idiot they kept saying that there was no reason to panic and I kept asking "panic about what??" one of the nurses asked if I had been TTC and I said no I just had one and she said better luck next time! They must think I have the IQ of a rusty teaspoon!

Becky-no wasn't trying to actively have another any time soon we were just being naughty here and there but would've kept and loved another, sort of glad in a way that it's not happening now but I look at Ryan and think that could of been a cute pudgey little brother or sister but at the same time know that usually miscarries that early are because the baby isn't healthy and is for the best. I'm just happy it's after Ryan not before or I'd have been so much more stressed out with Ryan

Anyways thank you all for your comfort and kind words gotta take monkey to daycare and off to work, not really supposed to but I can sit at home in front of a computer feeling crappy or do the same at work and get paid for it

Also I lost my keys!! So peeved! Had to rip the lock out of my car to get new ones cut and now the central locking doesnt work...AHHHH what a bleep week