OMG - so many posts since I popped in last. I'm feeling very emotional atm - fell apart at 4.30am this morning, DH came in to find me sitting on the floor in Kaylee's room with her in my arms crying hysterically. I cried for a good 45-mins! Ended up cancelling everything today and staying home - still feeling a bit down, but heaps better then before.

Oh, and today is my 3-year wedding anniversary - cancelled our plans for that too ... but DH and I are going out to dinner on Fri night without Kaylee!

Viv - I have a Medela Mini Electric Plus = double breast pump which I was going to list on eBay to sell! I only used it for a week before we relised I simply can't b/f, so selling the pump. It is really good and you can express from both breasts at once or just one at a time. Medela is the brand the the hospital and ABA recommend!

Becky - hope Chelsea is ok, thinking of you!

Huh - what's this about early voting??

Ok, need bed, feeling emotionally and physically exhausted!