Afternoon all.

Didn't have sucha great night last night. Tiera fed at 7pm, I expressed at 10pm and she woke again at 11:45. I fed her, but she was really restless when I put her back to bed and was up and down with her until 2am, when I gave her the bottle I had expressed (my boobs hadn't yet refilled). In this time I got REALLY cranky. Not so much because she was restless, but because DH was the one that told me to get up and express, when if I had just gone to sleep (as I was exhausted) the night would have been much smoother and we all would have slept! I think I have have to do less listening and more doing what my body and my bub tells me. She then fed again at 5am and 8:15am which wasn't too bad, but I am tired today.

To top it all off my dogs got into a big fight this morning! We haven't had a fight in the back yard in 12months and after the last one I said I was going to get rid of the dog that seems to cause it all. So this afternoon DH's mate is taking my Auto for good. He's always been my baby, so it is so depressing I'm going to miss him like crazy. I have to do this as it is the safest thing for me, my other dogs and MOST of all, my daughter.

I do appologise for ne personals. I will be back on later, really needed to vent. No one to talk to here!