ange i just let it heal naturally just by rubbing breast milk on it! it was awful cause i expressed a bit and it was full of blood and i panicked! but looked it up and its ok if there is ablood in it cause he has been living off my blood for 9 months! well thats what it said anyway! it still hurts a bit at the start but its not cracked anymore!
I have thought about the birth abit as it didnt really go how i wanted and was feeling a little dissapointed with myself for not being stronger, but after a chat with my Dr and dh i felt better! Dh said it was the most beautiful thing so i have to keep telling myself that it was and at least i have a healthy baby!
sorry for the ramble!
Hope you had some ok sleep last night girls!xo