Hi ladies, sorry advanced warning, this is going to be a me post.

I just found out something today (and no I can't really go into it) that means not only have my hopes of resigning being squashed, but I may now have to go back to work early. I was really hoping to be able to spend more time with Ashlyn. I'm trying to organize things so that the girls don't have to go into daycare. I'm lucky I guess that I work a flexable job, it is shift work but the shifts are 10hrs and sometimes overtime. It's really strange because I was thinking how I would miss work, but now I have to go back I don't want to go. Argh, I don't know what to do or how I'm feeling right now. DH has had to go to work so I'm sitting here with a bucket of cookie dough waiting for him to get back.