Captain ~ I am in EXACTLY the same position hunny. I was hoping to be able to stay away from going back to work indefinitely but now the time has come. I am just not ready to leave Seven behind. Ive bitten the bullet though and booked in for my CPR refresher so that I can do some night shifts with the agency but I will not leave her more than 2 nights a week, more for me than her.
I honestly don't know how DH will cope either. Seven still BF's lot overnight so I don't know how she will cope with bottles, or how he will cope with her if she gets upset.
I have been having sleep issues and panic attacks all in relation to going back to work.
I feel for you, and I am sorry it has come to this.
Big *hugs* for you!


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