Hi all.
FIRSTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYLEE! Even if you are sick, I hope you have agood day.
Chrissy - Everything you are feeling is "normal" (if you can say that) you will have good and bad days. At the moment the bad days probably outweigh the good days, but one day the good days will outweigh the bad days. it all takes much, much time. You are only at the start of this stage in your life without your hubby. Remember - cry as much as you need to cry. Be anggry - you are allowed, and be happy to rejoice in the time you had together.

Ambz - Woo hoo for sunshine. Doesn't it make a difference??!! Happy that all the birthday plans are arranged.

Shell - I hope you are on the improve.

I have bough DH and my dad a voucher for an indoor 4x4 track for Fathers Day. They both love 4 wheel driving, so to trash someone's else's vehicles and not their own is a bonus for them!